Ennui.
A feeling of listlessness and dissatisfaction arising from a lack of occupation or excitement.
A feeling of listlessness and dissatisfaction arising from a lack of occupation or excitement.
Inertia.
The state of being inert; disinclination to move or act.
The state of being inert; disinclination to move or act.
I am experiencing states of Ennui and Inertia of late. It sucks. Professionally speaking, these have been my homes for the last few, uh, years, due to leadership changes, etc. I get it, I do. I also get that existentially, "my" job isn't "my" job - it is the position of my employer, and thus, it is up to them what I do, or do not.
However, at a certain point, no matter how zen, how chipper, how chill with life one is - it gets to you. And this is where I am.



